I'm done. I'm done with playing small. Where my energy flows, it wants to grow. It wants to play big. I want to play big. I don't want to be the quiet one anymore, I want to be visible and make some noise. But I'm not done. There are steps. Nothing planned, no strict regime of get to being completely done. I'm not much into rules when it comes to creativity, or passion. It's whatever feels right to me. It may change, and can change in motion. There are no rules, there are no barrier here. Changing your mind is allowed. You don't have to stay on the course you thought you were navigating. I digress...I have a habit of doing that!
Allow me to quote from one of my favourite tv shows ever, Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Hell yeah, I'm a Slayerette! So I'm not quite done yet...
Buffy: I'm cookie dough. I'm not done baking. I'm not finished becoming who ever the hell it is I'm gonna turn out to be. I make it through this, and the next thing, and the next thing, and maybe one day, I turn around and realise I'm ready. I'm cookies. And then, you know, if I want someone to eat m- or enjoy warm, delicious, cookie me, then that's fine. That'll be then. When I'm done.
I'm going to echo the, I'm not finished with becoming who I'm going to turn out to be. I have no idea. Who I am now and who I was a minute ago, a year ago, a decade ago is different. Evolution does not stop. Not when the soul is involved. Not when the heart wants to, and is opening.
If you have been a regular reader of my blog, I thank you so much for being here. It has been quite the ride the past almost 3 years. But I'm not done, I'm kind of cookie dough like but I have evolved and not departed from my passions. My creative passions have instilled and been the catalyst for the development of a bigger vision of I'm-not-quite-sure. It began with the workshop yet to be run. It began when I started believing in myself and being honest about it. It began when I let go of my emotional baggage of which I've paid for over the years. It began when I invested in myself. When I hoped for something. When I dreamed for something beyond my being comfortable parameters.
There really is no limit to you and what you can do, you know. Believe that it, whatever it is, is possible. Trust yourself because you know, your heart knows and your gut will let you know if it doesn't feel right for you.
I followed The Desire Map to map out how I wanted to feel this year. Came up with 5 core desired feelings after a few weeks of writing and contemplating. Felt them, actively engaged with them and planned my life accordingly, but wasn't rigid about it. That's not my style. I like to feel freedom.
For 2015 I'm changing a couple of my core desired feelings. These came to me in a very different way - they came through 2 amazing guided meditations that invited my true self to tell all. 2 words: Limitless. Pioneer. Whoa. Felt so right straight off, despite the whole "who me?" when the answers came. Now I see these words everywhere. No lie. They appear in conversations, in what I'm reading, in oracle cards, in coaching sessions. I can't believe it, but I know it's right. I encourage you to feel out what it is you want intention-wise for 2015. If you haven't gone through the process or have no idea what core desired feelings are, click on the button here and learn more. My workshop will tell all. Think Epic Soul Sharing, Creative Fire and more. I don't do anything by halves. I embrace my shadow and my light.
I'm seriously feeling more quoting my favourite tv shows and movies in 2015. Just a prediction ;)
Hello, I'm Sharyn: Founder of of Gutsy Girl and Gutsy Girls Will Rule The World. I am the Creatrix of Sacred Circle Leadership Training and Gutsy Mantras.
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